Dear Basketball Girl,
I think your team’s passion about winning blinded them to the fact they were neglecting you. I wouldn’t take it personally as they all just want the best results for your team. Then again they need to take the fact that it is your first year in the team into consideration because they could have been a bit too harsh on the feedback about your game play.
I think the best thing to do at the moment is train by yourself (as well as with the team) to gain more confidence. Once you can see progress in your basketball skills, I’m sure the rest of your team will as well. Then you can all put everything behind you and have a great rest of your season!
I hope that this email gave you a better insight about your problem.
Best of luck!
-Josephine